If you ask why it is that you cannot (or rather, should not) give up, I can only say:
Breath because you can.
Stay because the sun rises and the stars and curiosity exist also.
Try because there in lies meaning; be gentle with yourself and take care to listen to what makes you feel more okay, and prance around with it in stubborn delight.🎈
idacity, reminding you that peace lies in the willingness to try .